Ever since I started
pursuing science, there has always been some kind of doubt. The question
of “Am I heading in correct direction or not?” “Is it what I truly
desire? “ “Would I have done better in something else?” “Did I not
explore that?“ Kept bothering me. Since few days, I really enjoyed the
way I found joy in exploring small things. I also realized that there is
nothing else which gives me the great pleasure other than doing
science. I get fascinated with things that I read and see. This
fascination drives me to understand more. As i get fascinated with
different things that I see, somewhere down the line, I strongly believe
there’s a beautiful story which is stitching together while exploring
it. This current mindset which I have to find joy in small things found
the pleasure in something which made my day. I don’t know for what
reason that is driving me since morning. Never have I ever had a hassle
free day, this one subtle euphoria (which remains constant) kept my day
moving in cloud nine. It also made me realize everything is under your
control. You call it hassle when it’s not in your control. Everything is
interpretation of how you take things. This had never happened since a
very long time. There was a sudden surge in my confidence levels and had
this will to conquer anything. Hope this stays! Sometimes, out of the
blue, you find happiness, inspirations in completely strange things
which is completely dependent on the way you see things. Not everyone
sees through your eyes! There is a spark which ignites deep inside you
which your heart knows whereas your brain takes time to process. Looking
to exhaust myself everyday which can ultimately push my boundaries of
the comfort zone. On the pursuit of exploring your excitement, things
may not be very obvious to connect each other. I But still, I am trying
to hang in there, exploring the excitement and waiting for dots to
connect each other.
I have been fascinated by following fields which evolved over time
* Cell from scratch
* DNA mechanics
* Biophysics
* DNA nanotechnology
I am also trying answer the questions:
Why this things fascinated you?
Is there a connect?
Can you find it?
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