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Frustated Bio-engineer

I've been thinking a lot about this for the past 6 months. I met some quality people in my college, they are simply superb. I have learnt a lot from them, I'm really fortunate to study and be with this guys.   In our College we have research project component for some courses in which we need to work on the project based on that course curriculum. Everyone were doing some amazing projects and thinking a lot out of their box for their project, as like everyone even I was hanging out there to make some stuff .a very few Students from various branches from my clg will always look monitor their progress and always wanted to scale it up. These guys even after completing their project as per curriculum, they play with the circuits and design something new again, loop begins here.  I admire these people a lot. you may wonder y am I saying all this????????

 Sometimes I find myself in state of guilty and pricks me when I see these people do some wonders, its  not about being jealous but I question myself  am I capable enough of doing this?, am I the only one? and many questions which always kept on wriggling my brain, sometimes I felt even a sparrow has bigger brain than mine.

 After undergoing this state, one more question struck me it was not exactly a question it was the time where I was really frustrated that being a biotech aspirant cant do anything inside my room but all other student getting their shit out of them in this four walls.They order one electrical kit from Amazon and start innovating something for the betterment of the society,but I'm not able to do something like them, they get their output within seconds. I'm a fucked up guy who is looking for his own peace of mind .I'm not blaming any branch I need some suggestions on how to be even more productive in our hostel rooms?? I need some biotech experts to stand and answer the questions raised by lunatic guys.

    

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